:-(. This is how I feel today. At times, the burdens of life overtake me and I can only focus on the negative. As Friday looms, I relive the circumstances surrounding the loss of Evan. Every Friday morning I will the day away praying that time speeds up.
If we only had hope in this life, it would be a sad existence. I am reminded daily that there is something greater in store for me. One day I will go to a place where I will know no heartache and I can hold my babies once again. I will see my Mom and just bask in the Glory of God. Just thinking about that day makes me smile and urges me to live a life that is pleasing to Him.
As I was wasting the time away, I found this clip on Youtube that lifted my spirits. I hope it does the same for you. Whatever your troubles are this afternoon, just know that weeping only lasts for a night, but EVERLASTING JOY will come in the morning.
As for me, I am drying my tears and thanking God that he chose me to be Alyssa-Joy's and Evan's mom. Without them, would not have known empathy, compassion, agape and unabashed love.
Where is my expected end?