Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry......... I WILL NOT CRY!

Dang it - I just did. SIL #2 is pregnant. Life is so freaking unfair sometimes.

Awaiting my expected end.


  1. Oh Marie, I am so sorry you feel like you shouldn't cry. You are not wishing bad to someone by crying. These are just triggers sweetie. Crying is very healing. "Liquid Love!!"

    I am praying for your peace....<3 Alyssa <3 Evan

  2. I agree with Antoinette, there is not harm in crying. Crying is the best form of release for me. Just because you are sad for you does not mean you are upset with your SIL. You just cry all you need to, because if you do not it will fester. Sending big hugs your way!

  3. Oh, Babes, I'm sorry :(

    Cry if you want to! I'll drive to Florida with some kleenex ((HUGS))

  4. I would totally cry. Go for it. xo

  5. Oh Marie,

    If it makes you feel any better...I think I am going to get that bomb dropped on me too, very soon. I suspected that my SIL is pregnant, as she "just looked it" and was finicky about not drinking caffeine and totally would not have any alcohol.'s coming!



    It hurts! Its the old happy for them, but sad for me thing and it doesn't get easier, even when you "think" you have a hunch.

    I'm praying for you

  6. Cry Cry Cry Cry and Cry some more. We don't want to at times but sometimes it's what our souls need. with that will come healing (i'm learning that one myself) . I know that sometimes we get tired of crying but it's easier to not fight it and sometimes you have to just let it go. Know that i'm sending you love and prayer. and no it's not fair, or easy but just hold on and hope in god and you are gonna get your expected end. Love you Lots and praying for you. ((HUGS))

  7. CRY!!! It's ok. It's normal. It's necessary to heal our hurts.

    Don't think that many, many, MANY people in the Bible cried...wailed in mourning and misery.

    Jesus cried.

    I'm so, so, so sorry for this additional hurt in your life. Lifting you up. xoxoxo

  8. Sweet Marie, I'm so sorry. When you want a baby so badly, why does it seem that everyone around you is getting pregnant? I've been there, too. Cry if you need to - I hope you do and I hope you feel better. Wish I could be there to hug you in person.

  9. Crying helps!!! (((HUGS))) I wish I lived closer to give you a real one.

  10. It's ok to cry!!!!!! Crying helps!

  11. I know how hard it is to sit through all those preggers announcements and not be the one announcing it. It sucks and its hard and you go right ahead and cry if you need to! It doesnt mean that you're not happy for her it just means that your not happy for your situation. (((HUGS)))

  12. Awww Marie! Cry if you must. It's okay. It's not that you are not happy for them. It's just a sad reminder of what you want so badly. It's coming for you. Your expected end will happen and we'll all be right here to celebrate with you. Big Hugs!!

  13. Marie, so sorry... My heart cries for you too. Even those not trying
    get pg and we don't. But we are next. We have to keep that
    in our minds .. We will be pg soon... We will be pregnant again... It will
    happen. Faith and Hope is all we have amiga. Hugs from Chicago. Lizy

  14. Catching up...

    --Cry it out, sweet Marie! SO sorry that SIL's PG is difficult for you to deal with. I too understand the "ouch" your heart feels about this news.

    --I just lit a candle and said a prayer in memory of your sweet Evan. (Sorry I'm a few days past his angelversary.) I LOVED seeing the amazing tributes you've received this past year. What a special little boy!

    --Happy belated birthday. I completely understand the bittersweet feelings you have. Each birthday I have makes me wonder if I should "give up" on wanting another I too old?


  15. Ohh honey! I am so sorry to hear this! I know how difficult this is for you :( I wish I could give you some great big ((hugs))... I think you and I could really use the support of one another these days!

  16. *hugs* I would cry so go ahead and cry if you need to. Scream, stomp up and down. I think you are allowed. I just wish I could give you a big hug