This time last year I peed on a stick and saw 2 lines. I remember going to the store and choosing the cheapest pregnancy test because I knew it would be negative, after all we were not trying. I remember feeling scared, then joyous and called my hubby screaming excitedly. This was the start of Alyssa-Joy Katherine W. Visions of a little girl or boy filled my mind. The things we would do, places we would go filled my heart with glee, but sadly it was not meant to be.
This was a day of innocence. An innocence that can never be recovered. My heart hurts today...
Where is my expected end?
Thinking of you, Marie. I just finished a butterfly for Alyssa-Joy. I haven't posted it yet, because I want to finish one for Evan too.
ReplyDeleteI understand the feelings, Marie. My pregnancy test date with Jonathan was on March 17, 2008--St. Patrick's day. I thought this was truly my lucky day, the answer to all my prayers. Now, that day will always mean something else. So sorry for your pain--hate the fact that any of us have to go through it--continually. Love you and I'm praying for you! Can't tell you how happy I am to know that you are going to get a TAC!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you with warm thoughts...
ReplyDeleteWe all have those days where something happy came into our lives and we had endless possiblities floating through our minds...
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that your dreams haven't become reality, yet...